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From Dirt I Arose, As Ash I Return

by Seeking Tragedy

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1.
Behold 02:17
2.
There I had spotted it I believe Was it really what I had seen Or was it tricks of the light A cruel pareidolia Once again deceiving me Or had I truly retrieved What time had tried to erase Had I discovered A statue of ages A story buried beneath The maggots’ feast has ended But the hunt has just begun Remains of the uncelebrated Rectifying the unsung No knell or nails put down To sanctify what’s left Just the scavengers unburdened Of all pomp and circumstance In our hands We remain diligent Disintegrate Unveil the colosseum of white Reanimate Discard your entrails and arise Grave wax a porcelain aid Penitence paid Soiled soul departing Desiderium delayed no more Closure without a core Estranged from the outside Inside immortalized A captivating serenade Of entangled mangled spine Cartilage breaks in pirouettes And is freed from the bonds of time We decide to which end we’re confined Disintegrate Reclaim what once was laid to waste Reanimate Now is the dawning of your new life
3.
Evasive dark calamities The forging of our path Until we wake the dead from sleep There is no going back You you’re not prepared For what’s inside my corporal lair The dead cannot be saved Once of the earth to dirt you’re slaved To dirt we’re all slaved Our death is but a day The grounds where all remains But what I create shall live in my name All debts must be repaid Trust what I have built has earned its stay Nothing escapes decay What you cannot touch You can’t erase Death won’t be defied You think planting a seed Puts time on your side And you can cry That the woods Look so alive But the land we Stand on now will One day swallow us all blind Evasive dark calamities The forging of our path Until we wake the dead from sleep There is no going back Everything you thought would matter Is the latter of hereafter Nothing stays Beneath the shade Your memory Can’t be replaced I won’t go back
4.
Dark Damp Moist obsidian Mangled mycelium Heterotrophic existence Envelop me Polish clean the ivory And accept my awareness Dark Damp Like organ farms and foxtails Our worth is more than our brittle shells God I knew In a matter of millennia The dead man’s fingers Would uproot Black Rot Bubbles up Pungent Putrid Right the wrongs Infestation Vanquish Breath new life within me Raise me Oh raise me Lavation spring Relinquish to fungus The gifts they bring Raise me Oh raise me I’d die to be clean I clear my lungs When summer comes An ethanol breeze Raise me Oh raise me Raise me Oh raise me Of all my unaccomplished deeds Let my regret bare seeds that breed A magnificent kingdom   Earth balls split the surface Bridge this life to the aftermath Sporing new existence Generations with every breath With every step we cross the threshold With each new breath we feed the cycle With every step we send the signal With each new breath we feed on their soul Breath new life within me Underground the truth is found Earth’s history buried deep A rebirth an aphid’s thirst The great recycling Raise me
5.
Unto 00:55
6.
This could have only ended One way We lay Where the grass fades Together And safe That’s all I needed from this place I didn’t crave the change But it claimed me anyway I wanted to stay Life unfolds It always finds a way And we’ll remain   My whole life Led to this point Where I can finally rest Everything I worked for and gained No longer bares the weight And my repentances An acceptance Take what is left Give it purpose Give this purpose Give me purpose I’ll never go back I found my peace of mind Life unfolds in such mysterious ways But it all ends the same Is it what were made of Or what we can be made into There’s no going back Once the joints have been fused And even in this second life I can’t shake this sense of doom There’s no purpose
7.
Only 01:05
8.
The clouds collapsed One then a dozen Smothering the night Until their burden grows too heavy And they set the rivers right Fog replaces their proud peaks Like a comforting white lie The wind will brush it all aside Silence comes avalanching down Weightless it buries me to the frozen ground There’s no more grief The trees whisper to me Within this forest of memories Oh Blessed relief It is to feel this empty Where the lost souls find their sleep Now isn’t it nice that we Can weather the storm together In this valley where these restless waters Carved a home A place chiseled in time forever preserved In each mountain side A monument of each morning you spent Waiting for the winter to thaw The rising sun resilient as always Knows the worst is yet to come Now isn’t it nice The worst is yet to come One more day Is all that was needed So that we could find the light At the end of this tunnel Weren’t we promised To see another spring A guarantee That if I worked hard Out in the cold That wouldn’t be me The worst is yet to come
9.
By 00:58
10.
Five decades Crumbs rain down from the sky Like beggars we gulp them down You wouldn’t last a day in this life The infinite night Five decades of festivities To commemorate a fallen beast And may your corpse Feed the many In this barren economy We feast Velvet worms grow from your thrown Whispy in the frigid current Can you see their colors Dancing in the dark We’ve been hunting We’ve found nothing But Bone Five decades of festivities To commemorate a fallen beast And may your corpse Feed the many In this barren economy We feast
11.
Of Atrophy 06:28
I want to macerate The meat around your bones I want to tear through your chest And rebuild your ribs into a home I want to inlay each tooth In your mouth with gold And I want I want to show How far you’ve come from the side of the road I saw the beauty in your rot And now the world will know They all will know Baked in the sun The stench fills the rancher’s lungs The dream of a bucolic life Distorted and ravaged in just one night The soft soil Disrupted by dragged hooves The rope shifts and slips The unbreathing neck snaps Bones and flesh and feathers A parade The rancher’s mind drifts far away Discarded cans that mark the grave The galloping builds from underground The vultures gather round This is their moment This is the time This is the place What is left is mine Defeated And tired The rancher Returns The heads are gone The shells disturbed Withdrawn and complacent He blames the coyotes And drags another body To the side of the road
12.
As 01:17
A tear in the earth A scratch in the fabric of life Another passing that bares No weight in these eyes I pictured it all so different The dirt under my nails Winds up in my mouth The nerves persuading me To keep my head down I pictured it all so different What am I to do now Towards who does my hard work count I lay it all out And as it stretches before me All I can feel is the grit on my teeth It’s difficult to find the meaning In the end of things I wished to make a difference Now change is the only gift I keep Unburdened by time Where the lost souls Find their sleep
13.
Feed me full of fear for the end is near I feel at peace I finally feel at peace For the dead do not weep We’ve got all we need I feel at peace And so it goes The quiver at the top of each pendulum swing A pulse of life retreats And the earth pulls you back beneath All our beliefs relinquished With our final blink we’ll find true purpose In the ground where our nutrients release No melancholy obsequies The time of grief is past All is born anew at last I am no longer lost fate has found me These empty sockets Now marvel at the roots of a tree Do not weep Necrophagy we are now one We are nothing make use of me In time we’ll capture the light Gleaming off the ossuary Horizons unfold And defy belief A truly breathtaking sight When the dead re arise Unburdened from pain Unburdened from time Unburdened from life All that was mine Is now yours From dirt I arose As ash I return I feed this carrion earth My body my dreams All I had hoped to be Nourish the forest That once nourished me

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released April 7, 2023

Loclyn Torres - Vocals
Ethan Dillingham - Guitars
Nate Velasquez - Drums

Recording & Engineering
Wes Johnson at Archive Recording

Mixed
Joshua Benash

Mastered
D. James Goodwin

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Seeking Tragedy

Lyrics by
Loclyn Torres

Additional harsh vocals
Ethan Dillingham
Tracks 3, 8 & 13

Organ
Ethan Dillingham
Tracks 2 & 3

Album Cover Photography
Shannon Ferrell


Layout Design & Art Direction
Loclyn Torres

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